THE MOST JOYFUL I HAVE EVER FELT:
It should be my wedding day, but its not. It should be my daughters wedding, but its not. Wow, I might have issues there with weddings.
I think the most joyful I've ever felt was the first time someone read something I had written and loved it, and encouraged me to continue.
THE MOST ANGRY I'VE EVER FELT:
Wow, I can't place a certain time. I get angry at injustice. seeing people hurt other people and animals.
THE MOST AT PEACE I'VE EVER FELT:
Looking down at the newborn in my arms. Three times.
THE MOST SHOCKED I HAVE EVER FELT:
Watching 9/11 on news reports as it was happening.
THE MOST EMBARRASSED I HAVE EVER FELT: THIS ONE COULD BE BITTERNESS AND HURT TOO.
When my father whispered in my ear what he wanted to do to me. I was 15. My mother was in the other room. He had never done that before or after. But the damage was done. I never forgave him. Not even when they lowered him into the ground a few years later.
THE MOST SAD I HAVE EVER FELT:
When my mom died.
THE MOST FRIGHTENED I HAVE EVER FELT:
When I lost my two year old in a store.